Spirits Have a Conscience

It's 3:23 AM on Fathers Day
Guilt
is that what keeps me awake

How do spirits keep
floating if they do
horrific things

I just think I didn't do enough
and I am revolving around
a tornado

You can see it
pluming, scheming, forming
going from one end of the
country to the other

I Must Have Flown the Coop

I guess I must have done something wrong
He says; she says so.

Cradling you in arms
singing praying laughing at your smiles

I must have flown the coop
I must have fried the sun on my head
of thot

I must have fridged my heart to be an ice block
so I couldn't see

I must have written that last blog while you were
drowning

Doesn't matter.

God will; does judge righteously.
He knows and will tell me

Not you who are blessed enough to
not have a child stumble into a railway train on a track

to point a gun to her head and pull the trigger because they can't take the pain

to flail at an eat 'n park and lose a career a whole other life

to drop one's pressure so as to be sure not to return to this life

It's a blessing to come back; to not be gone
But, you haven't had the experience

So, sorry for expecting you to understand,
It's like expecting the color red to see the color blue

If i could reach i could expect to lessen the death sentence

More of our kids would search for help
More of our benefactors would willingly respond and
mete out balm.

Misunderstanding

Addiction took my son’s love away

He didn't want her hurt

He wrote a poem about her

There would have been my grandchildren

but he knew better

My daughters boyfriend was the opposite

he bit her

He suffused his malicious disease into her life.

Not at all understanding LOVE.

Making Memories

We had a fun night last evening.  We invited some of our grand kids over for a hot dog roast and smores making for a fun time.  My husband and son made a fire pit out of cement blocks, later to be replaced by river stones we have on our property.  The guys got the fire going.  I baked some beans....used Bush's original...two cans and added a couple tbsp. of brown sugar and a bit of molasses, some ketchup and tiny bit of mustard.  We roasted the hot dogs on sticks and then went onto the smores.
Then we sat around the fire and made memories. (Photo is from a past vacation in Tionesta)

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Thought I would write a few words.
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Want to read a inspirational article?
Lessons from Mom
My daughter is reading her book, Forgive Me and she and I read this article together
and both started crying.

Another inspirational article I have is
Is Love only for the Lucky?
By Bob and Cheryl Moeller. They have a national marriage ministry. You can check it out on www.forkeepsconference.com.

Well, on to some hot tea and cough meds.
Have a nice day!