My Brain Can Float

Yep, My Brain can float like it did
when I was in the tomb
my brain can float, because
substance isn't reality
floating is

My brain can slip around the moat
it can fish wishes from the water that
isn't connected to the earth
That water moves, feeds into the universe
clouds, atmosphere, space, universe
We are all one,

But, lookout
Evil lurks

Not the Philistines, Lord

it's like we have been thru it

wondering if our child will live
if we would be the not one more parents
going down and up and back down again

Would we?

Now, for those other kids who
were straight, who did right by you

they got bit by bugs, plagues, them that
crawl on the ground and seek the pant leg
the journey up the trunk

them that devastate as much and the plague of old
but Lord, these are NOT the Philistines, please
these are them that honor you, that have the blood on
the posts outside, so that the angel of death might pass by.

These are them that are jumping of joy
grabbing on to their Daddy
bringing incense of love to you
because they honor YOU.

Are You Listening?

And how can it be
Oh Lord take me
I can afford it
maybe 69 almost 70
isn't as much as it should be
for these times but it's a lot more than 38
I've lived OK
with enough time to do some stuff

You are sovereign and I accept your Will
but let's remember the kids
four of them
you sent them

it's not ideal without a parent

Lord

are you listening?
Of course you are.

Is This Just a Bad Day?

Why does it have to be so sad
Is this just a bad day?

I am looking for silver linings

Gold covered clouds

I am so sad

Dear Lord, only you know the outcome
Dear Lord, I hope you are here
I hope you hear.