Slushy, You Were the Bomb

Slushy, you were awesome

You were the biggest hero
We could have.

You were strong, silent, except if
Strangers came to the door.
Then you were Cujo.

You loved your Mom,
You loved your Kid.

YOU were the ultimate Dog.

I love you, Slushy.
You didn't care if your
Grandma was a little Crazy.
Because you saw the Heart.
As every dog does, but, Slushy,
You were and are special.

I definitely love you
and I will miss you.

I loved you coming up to me
and paying your respects.

you do have to be in heaven
As Gretchen said,
"Slushy, I will see you in heaven,
Jesus is holding your head.
I love you."

And she believes it.
Slushy is in heaven and hey,
Gretchen, I believe it.
She deserves heaven
Helping you all the evenings and
nights and Loving Sam

The Rapids

Nine years
whoa,
soon I will be dead

time flies when you
are having fun

It's amazing
It's incredible
It's fluid, of course

It runs like a rolling
bubbling, death-defying,
boiling, Rapids.

That is life.

A Rapids

That is life.

It bumps you UP
It sucks you DOWN

It pretends you are
Exaggerating,
But you ain't.

It flips you over and plops you up.

To look at the sky
The ever blue, fluffy sky,
while it bumbles your underside.

Hey, I have the Lord, God.
I am with THE I AM.

He Is

He is growing
up

I am growing out
of earth

It's a sad sad thing
but wonderful

Yet. I just feel sad

I hope I get out of
melancholy  fluke
into some other
ruse
to amuse
and defuse

because he is growing
I am

need
to grow too

I want to stay
fused

I have to for a little

then i'll move on

49 Years of Wedded Bliss

What is Wedded Bliss
Who, in heavens name said that?

Well, maybe they were married awhile and
saw lonely friends who were: LONELY

Then they said being comfortable, cuddly or
heavens, NOT cuddly with a special someone.

It's he watching trees being felled
Me watching Poirot.

He, painting a painting for
three friends who died

Me drawing a wood panel
of designs like trees.

He praying for our kids.
Me praying for our kids

He asking God to bless our president
Me asking God to give our president wisdom

He having our kids call him to pray for them
Me praying for our kids every night

Each year brings disappointments
sickness, crazy government interference
with health administrations that end up affecting
our 70's

It's trusting God to be our leveler
and not some arbitrary individual

49 years believing in God
I think, that has made the difference

Leslie My Friend

Leslie, My Friend

How can I tell her I am

so disconnected

she doesn't see that all

she trusts is, well,

contrived

Unfortunately Trump coined

the phrase Fake news, for a purpose

Now, nothing can be fake

unless, you are a
"crazy person"

This is just the top layer
or bottom

It goes back to world domination

But that isn't what is disconcerting
what is is that there is no truth

I guess I have learned to live
above beyond what isn't really
reality

It's not trustable
It's not terra firma

No More Sharing Tv

I am so tired of him
throwing the remote across the room
because i want to watch something

Are all guys like that

Then I throw it back at him
and he says his "throwing"
was an "accident"

this is utterly stupid.

I am going to take my money
and buy myself a TV

i am perfect

I must be crazy to think I can fall down
According to him I’m perfect

So now he isn’t gonna recognize me unless I am perfect

I guess I am perfect
Hey, you, isn't everyone perfect?

I thought so
So, I AM perfect. I knew it.

Always Finding a New Clue

Always finding a new clue
to unrest
Because, it's a cruelly life
Cruelly, I say.

Man serves his country
fights or builds and sits on
poles in enemy land next to
enemies, where spraying of
round up is being sprayed.

Later, is in two mva's and
is critically wounded, but could
have recovered if it had not been for
Dioxin.

So, now we turn to Heroin, Opiod
Epidemic
and farthingly, they think it is
super good and healthfully right
to deny those who are farthingly
rightfully in need of pain meds to alleviate pain.

Rightfully denied them, because, well, because
kids are becoming addicts.
Nothing to do with him, hey, he suffered trauma
serving his country, rightfully, because he volunteered.
Trusting his country to not spray him with dioxin, but
hey it's OK
Those politicians are looking out for our populace, not
those Vets who NO ONE WELCOMED HOME.
Yo, till now, young man turned old
We welcome you with X on opiods
X on pain relief. Hey, you get it.

YOU are getting screwed again by GOOD.