All I could do today was cry
I cried with branches hooked into the sky
The waves went up, then back down
Waves of angst wishing for cessation
Charred at the edges
Feelings felt for fumbled moments
ms directed intentions lacking thot
I cried all day
Fight all gone months
years
Welling up
I looked down surprised
astonished at the height
I dared to jump
but didn't
All I could do today was cry